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Semangat baru; harus berubah.
I teach 2 classes this year.
Seconday 3 and 4 Mathematics.
Most importantly, my Sec 4 students will be sitting for IGCSE this May.
And fortunately the 1st paper would be Mathematics Paper 2 on 8th May.
So it is time for me to focus on my goal here, 50% A and A*.
Daebak!!!

Tujuh

This is life.
People come and go.
So as friends.
But some say you can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one.
Well, there is no need to start a new chapter in my life for the moment.
It is still remain the same as long as I be here.
The are same people I meet in each and every single day.
The same routines, the same meals, the same rooms and the same building.
It's just that the feeling I ever had for my life here not as strong as before.
Sometimes I feel like falling apart.
My enthusiasm towards my life here is no more.
But I keep telling myself this is what I wanted in the first place.
I can't let anything affects my goals I want to achieve here.
Eventhough the surrounding is not as happy as before.
I really miss those moments with all the colleques that I used to have.
Just missing the good old times.
But it is time to move on.
Put myself back together.
And be strong, forever strong.
Daebak!!!

Enam

The long goodbye.

It takes a couple seconds to say hello, but forever to say goodbye.

Anyway, itulah lumrah kehidupan.

Setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan.

Selamat menjalani kehidupan baru di pulau Borneo, kawan.

I hope you found the answer you were looking for.

May peace be upon you. Insha Allah.

 

 

Lima

Bukan senang untuk membiasakan diri dengan situasi yang baru walaupun suasana dan persekitaran masih sama. Rutin harian tidak berubah cuma ianya terasa janggal bila para pelakunya tidak lagi sama seperti dulu. Seorang demi seorang pergi meninggalkan medan ini. Begitu terasa kehilangan setelah agak sekian lama sama-sama berkongsi segala suka-duka, gurau senda dan gelak ketawa di sini. Apa pun semoga anda semua bertemu dengan apa yang dicari. Buat Derick, U.Syaifullah, U.Khairuddin, U.Azri and my bro Aizuddin, selfishly I hate it when you leave. But I know this the path that Allah choose for you. I believe it is the best for each and everyone of you. For me here, nothing much to say. Life must go on. I have my goals here. There is a lot responsibilities lie on my shoulder and Insha Allah I will do my best in carrying the amanah and trust with Allah's guide.

Empat

"Goodbye Friend"
-Bowling for Soup-

He told everybody goodbye
He had a look in his eye
Like this could be the last time
I knew you were feeling down
I wish that I had been around more
Could I have changed things
Maybe I could have changed things

And it's the rainy days
That mostly remind me

Goodbye friend
I hope you found
The answers you were looking for
Goodbye friend
I don't think that you ever knew
That there was someone here
There is someone here
Who misses you

You were my biggest fan
Together forever and then
So many things I should've known
You were always there to help me along
And always there to sing my song
I wish I had told you
Man I sure hope I told you

And it's the rainy days
That still remind me
Yeah it's the crazy, crazy days
I need you here

Goodbye friend
I hope you found
The answers you were looking for
Goodbye friend
I don't think that you ever knew
That there was someone here
There is someone here

Selfishly I'm mad at you
For making me feel like this
I wish I could talk to you
Like I used to
And tell you that sometimes I hate you
For doing this to the people
That loved you so
They look at me like I'm supposed to know
And then I'm tired
So thank you for saying goodbye
And letting me know we're alright
I hope that I deserved that

Goodbye friend
I hope you found
Whatever you were looking for
Goodbye friend
I don't think that you ever knew
Goodbye friend
I hope you found
The answers you were looking for
I don't think you ever knew
That there was someone here
There is someone here
Who misses you

Oh I miss you
God I miss you
I miss you

Tiga

Only Allah knows best.
All the things that we have in this world are His.
Even a friend.
A very good friend dunia dan akhirat I would say.
He left for something better and I believe he deserves it.
It has been a year since we first blinked eyes at each other.
We have been friends, co-workers, housemates etc.
We have been through so many things in the past year mostly about school.
I learn a lot from him actually.
Anyway my friend, I wish you all the best in whatever you do.
Insha Allah.